when i like someone

i don’t wonder who they like or where they are or who they’re with

i wonder how they wake up from a bad dream at night

or how they got their name and if they like it

what their bedspread is and if they chose it themselves

what or who gave them goosebumps last

and how they feel about rain.

when i like someone

i don’t worry whether they like me back

i be by them and maybe if they decide that that’s nice

then it’ll work out.

there are things that you can’t control

and another human is one of those.

so stop obsessing

and like yourself

and be yourself

and if it’s right, that’ll be enough.

i deleted because i was tired of a blog that had nothing to do with me and everything to do with my followers. then i remade. same url, same person. different decisions.